After my accident, every ride felt like a loop of “What if my horse rears?” That fear shaped everything. Then I bought Taika—a horse who had flipped in the starting gate and fractured her skull. Her rides were dominated by “What if I rear again?” I could feel it in her body, her breath, her hesitation. We were mirrors for each other. Our shared fear created a feedback loop neither of us could escape.
It took years to unravel. We discovered Taika had kissing spine—the physical root of her rearing. Fixing that was the first step. The second was healing the emotional memory. That took time, trust, and patience. But once her pain was gone, and the fear softened, she became a calm, willing partner. And in helping her heal, I healed too.
Together, we created a new “What If.”
What if we have a calm, relaxed ride?
What if we have a calm, relaxed ride?
That became our mantra. Sometimes she leads it. Sometimes I do. But we always finish in peace.
Here’s what helped us change the story:
- Find the root. Behavior is communication. Look for physical pain, emotional triggers, or past trauma—on both sides.
- Reframe the memory. Laughter helped us rewrite the story. We stopped replaying the worst moments and started celebrating the small wins.
- Choose a new “What If.” Make it your mantra. Say it before every ride. Let it guide your energy and expectations.
Your horse’s behavior isn’t a problem—it’s a message. And sometimes, it’s a mirror. When you listen to it, honor it, and respond with curiosity, everything begins to shift.
I would love to be the mirror for your "What if's" and help you find your peace and calm riding again. Schedule a Calm-Ride Strategy call (it is free) and we will look at how to change your what if's and give you a plan that works for you. Get on my schedule here!
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